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I miss you. I love you. [Apr. 12th, 2013|03:49 pm]
Jenna
[flavor of my jelly bean |uncomfortableuncomfortable]

It's been almost 7 years since I saw you last and I still miss you. Every day in every way I miss you. It's the little way that you infiltrate my day to day life that makes missing you completely tortuous! I find this longing to be unfair, mostly to the people in my life that have no idea that I long for you. We talk every now and then, you'd think that would make things easier but it just makes things worse.
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A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [May. 11th, 2009|03:07 am]
Jenna
[flavor of my jelly bean |cheerfulcheerful]

My Fiance' and I just found out that I am pregnant! My due date is Dec 14 2009. We are so excited and so blessed. A baby....im having a baby. Im nervous too.
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Wild rides..... [Feb. 9th, 2009|10:04 am]
Jenna
[flavor of my jelly bean |calmcalm]

The past 2 years have been a wild ride to say the least. For those who knew how crazy my dad and stepmom were, I finally told them to let me live my life, my way. So b/c I said that my whole family disowned me. TO make things worse, my grandfather died in the middle of it all and i had no family to go through it with. It was the first true and close loss that ive had in my young life. I have and still do struggle alot emotionally and fincially with everything that has happend but im only stronger for it. when my family disowned me they took everything. Car, phone, school, everything that they have ever provided for me. What has made this all so much easier though is the love of me wonderful bf. He a jazz musician and I live with him now and will be getting back into school soon. We also will be married soon with i am happy about. My "real" mother (who i havent seen in like 14 years) and my sister from texas (who i havent seen in 12 years) have come back into my life. They are both incredible women and extremly strong women. I can learn alot from them both. All in all, the only family that i have are my mom and sister and my Boyfriend. Its been wild and crazy with alot of trails but Im stronger for it. Mostly I am happy. Thats somethings ive never truly been. I learned alot of things, here are some of them.
1. people will only do to you what you let them.
2. The choices that you make today, you have to live with tomorrow.
3. Watching your own back doesnt always me hurting other poeple.
4. If you dont love yourself, you will never be able to truly love and be loved.
5. Happiness does NOT knock on your front door. You got to go and find it.


until next time,
Jenna
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Posting again... [Jan. 24th, 2009|06:40 pm]
Jenna
[flavor of my jelly bean |gratefulgrateful]

I want to start posting again...but first does anyone even read my post anymore?
>*Jenna*
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(no subject) [Oct. 18th, 2006|10:51 pm]
Jenna
Long time no see livejournal. Boy oh boy do you hold some of the best and worst memories of my life. You hold more good but its stuff i dont want to think about b/c its all gone to hell. i wish i could say its gone to hell and back buti just dont think its all come back yet. i refuse to capitalize my "i's" b/c i just dont see myself being that important...to you...to anyone. i hate being up here b/c i hate being away from him, from the familair, from love. what once was love anyways. your lips pressed against another womans lips is more than i can bear. those were my lips. all it took was one kiss one damn kiss and your in love with her. i didnt even get that. so maybe its meant to be then. so go put your tongue back in her mouth and your fingers back in her cunt why dont you just go ahead and stick your cock in there too. but while you do if even for a split second i hope i run through your mind. i hope i run across your heart, your soul. i hope you think of me everytime you see the dog and i hope he thinks about me too. pat him on the head and tell him goodbye for me.

i love you always and forever,
Jenna
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Dear Mom..... [Nov. 7th, 2005|06:22 pm]
Jenna
One day I might be smart enough for you.
one day i might be pretty enough for you.
one day i might be skinny enough for you.
Hell one day i might be you.
thats what you want isnt it for me to be a cheating whore just like yourself isnt it? I cant do that. I wont do that! I hate you!


love always
Jenna
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The state of the scence address... [Oct. 19th, 2005|07:39 pm]
Jenna
"Hardcore is dying rapidly I cant say we didnt have a hand in it, but it is never to late to admit to it and change. Somewhere along the last few years hardcore has been less about the message and more about trends and meaningless poetry. I cant sit by and witness it dye. Many bands are passed off as hardcore and new kids to the scence think that this is an accurate representation of what hardcore is about. When noone has anything to say anymore. Nothing. Somewhere along the way poeple gotten scared to voice their views. hardcore is not a certain type of music, but a lifestyle expressed through it. this used to be a place where ideas were shared,learned,and revolutions were started. Now it seems to be all about cool hair and who has the biggest belt buckle. this isnt what i signed up for."

- Pete, Vocalist of Remembering Never
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"Ive got a dark ally and a bad idea that says you should shut your mouth." [Sep. 11th, 2005|05:35 pm]
Jenna
[flavor of my jelly bean |apatheticapathetic]
[causes of corruption |fall out boy get busy living or get busy dying]

"This hurts, it was meant to. your secrets out and the best part is it isnt even a good one. And its mind over (you dont) matter."
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(no subject) [Sep. 2nd, 2005|07:58 pm]
Jenna
I think our country and econmy is falling quickly into another depression!
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my sunday [Aug. 21st, 2005|05:43 pm]
Jenna
[flavor of my jelly bean |calmcalm]

~Dont you have anything better to do?~
~I laugh at you and your ways~
~The check out clerk at walmart stole my dads cell phone~ HA!
~long time no post~
~I Decided i hate my job~
~My dog is going to the DR. tommorow~
~my bird flew across the yard today~
~i got scared!~
~played in the rain today!~
~* the freakin END*~
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